Life after college is an adjustment. All of my close friends are either still off at school or far away in their hometowns. I work nearly every single day thanks to my two jobs. I went from living on my own to living with my mom and what sometimes seems like hundreds of siblings. I lost the motivation I had for job searching and yet, I know that I am not where I want to be. Still okay with life, but aware that I won't be happy here for too long.
How long is too long? I don't know. I'm starting to feel the pressure now. Perhaps my years of off to school, back home, rinse and repeat have given me a limited amount of time to be happy living at home. I think that time is expiring. My career path is not showing any obvious signs of the right direction.
Suddenly it seems that where I left off on my career path, others are picking up my broken promises and bringing them to me. This is a process that gives me a small glimmer of hope only to fade away with internal frustration.
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