Saturday, February 22, 2014

In the throws

All the feels. I am having them. I am frustrated and sad and happy and annoyed and just about feeling like I'm about to burst. I don't know what is going on with me. I feel like a lid has been screwed on. Tight. I think some people call it being an adult. I'm not so sure. I have weird feelings that it's called being a "southern woman." Or, a woman at all... 

I'm supposed to act soft and sweet, and frankly, I'm not. It actually catches me off guard to see in peoples faces just how brash I am. It's funny. And awful. And soul crushing. Like I am most definitely doing everything wrong. Like I am a failure as a female. Which is so wrong. And I know it. But the stupid feels. They are stupid.

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